Exposing the drafts

I've been meaning to start a blog for a while now.... Let me rephrase that I've been meaning to post on this blog for a while now.
I started this blog last year, around the time when I was still at uni. I had all these ideas in my head and i felt they needed to be written down and read by someone other than me.

I write a lot, not professionally, i just write.
It's the only way I can untie these knots in my brain. Sometimes they come out as poems/spoken word, sometimes songs and most times just words.

It usually starts with a word or a sentence, sometimes a question and I just write. My hand and my mind working in conjunction.

Someone once told me my handwriting looks like ants crawling on a piece of paper, i agree with them. very artistic ants though.

It's like they're solving a maths equation and they may not always find the answer but there's always something to be found.

A moment of realisation, understanding, hope...

It's as if once it's all written down there's more space in your head to think more clearly.

So I wrote a lot of things down and I turned some of those into blog posts.
I just never published them because I thought most of these intellectual bloggers sound like they've swallowed the dictionary and the thesaurus.
But I remembered that I wanted to start this blog to express myself and to write down what was in my head.
It doesn't matter if the grammar in my head isn't that good.

As long as I could write.

I'm going to be publishing most of my drafts. It won't all be super depressing stuff, i love fashion and makeup and music so that's what I'll be posting about.

I also have a whole blog dedicated to films and acting and tv shows and actor's and anything in that area:
wordonscene.blogspot.co.uk

Joss x